[파키스탄] Wagha - Hall Rd - Peshawar (8.30.-9.14.)

It's little weird, recently, I can't easy to get drunk. Late night, namely, every nights I wearily return to hotel from a tiring day. I am a expatriate who is living alone in hard country. House with no one in it. Terrible darkness, still remaining hot air which has warmed since daytime. Immediately, take the remote control once open the door. Blow everything up. Remove all trace of monophobia.

It's okay not to fully take a shower one day. Simply washing hands and feet then changing into comfortable clothes. Putting ice in the glass, accordingly I can hear the cracking of ice what I like. Perfectly chilled Murree's vodka with sweet tonic water, anytime, numbers of ice and mixing ratio is important. It depends on mood of the day, not to follow well known fixed formula. Make it little bit stronger today. I sit on the couch shaking the glass filled with iced vodka. Sloshing from side to side.

Nowadays, I prefer to listen the album of IU thru youtube. It was begun to see Katie's music video especially of 'Remember' which was released a couple of month before. I was absolutely riveted by that song. However, I have currently settled down on IU. 'Palette', the song about 25 years old. She's so much pretty in that video clip despite her awkward acting. How can I remember the age of 25. When I was there as graduating class, I wondered facing uncertainty about the upcoming future. I though myself as adult. But it was extremely limited what I could do. That was beauty. I could stock many things on the empty room as under the name of plan. 

As of now, I don't need to describe me as adult no more. No, I don't sadly want to be in the world that has only reality. Falling into vivid dream as 25. There's a lot of things what I want to do, I'm for sure I can distinguish between what I can and can't do, furthermore, can go through whatever. At there, I may be able to easily get drunk again, even easily fall asleep. I'm standing on the line where I can return back to 25. Look at the tiptoe. Twenty five years old.       

    

It's been a long time to go out

Heading to different place from the place I stay 

What is that big flag, What is that big building seems like castle?

Three years, a lot has been changed

Passing through Bab Azadi

Pakistan is the same as before

Hundreds of people purely crowded the narrow stand

Bringing the emotion

Patriotism, what else

Galaxy Note9  Pakistan-India Flag Ceremony, Wagha Border

Leica Summilux ASPH 50mm 1:1.4  M10  Wagha Border

Galaxy Note9  Pakistan-India Flag Ceremony, Wagha Border

Leica Summilux ASPH 50mm 1:1.4  M10  Wagha Border

Leica Summilux ASPH 50mm 1:1.4  M10  Wagha Border

Galaxy Note9  Pakistan-India Flag Ceremony, Wagha Border

Closed door nobody can cross

come back home all

follow the sunset

Rain for a minute but flood came to all road 

became completely entangled myself with here

look at our battlefield

Hall road as well

even though it's closed to the chaos

People are vividly breathing here

a thousands of motobike fuming out exhaust gas

constant sore throat However people are there

used to hand writing flight ticket while living in a poor environment

Galaxy Note9  Saddar, Peshawar

Galaxy Note9  Saddar, Peshawar

There's a lot of things what I want to do

can't do

can do

 Look at the tiptoe, I'm standing on the line.